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Hintergrund mit Farbverlauf

Difficult bedroom baby

Maria was 17 years old, when she accidentally got pregnant.

She had emerald green eyes, waist long blonde hair and nice round breasts. Inside of her big round belly was one big and tall baby boy. Her breasts grew up to 2 sizes but somehow her hips didn‘t really changed. They didn‘t got much wider how they‘re supposed to do during pregnancy.

During one of her latest check-ups, she was told to have a C-section but Maria denied it. She was confident to have her baby boy naturally. She prepared herself as good as possible, like no other woman did before. She had read every book, blog, article or report about being in labor and about giving birth. She was ready to do it alone. She wanted to have an unassisted home birth and she would have an unassisted home birth, no matter what would happen.

 

It was in the middle of summer holidays when she woke up early in the morning. She was overdue since 9 days and she was alone in their house. Her parents left for a little vacation and weren’t supposed to come back until the next days. Maria didn’t cared about the fact that here parents weren’t home. Contrary, she was happy to be alone. Now she could hopefully give birth how she had planned it, completely on her own, like a woman should do.

The blonde girl finished her morning routine in a slower pace than usual. She didn‘t wanted to walk around that much, every step caused a slight pressure on her pelvis since her Baby had dropped a few days ago, but staying in bed wasn’t adoption either.

While cooking something for lunch, Maria moved from one foot to another and ran a hand over her round belly regularly. She was feeling Braxton Hicks Contractions during the last weeks but somehow, this felt different. It started on top of her belly and worked it‘s way down. Could this finally be the real thing? Maria ignored them for now and ate lunch.

Afterwards she called her best friend and talked to her for a while and as soon as she finished, she turned on the TV to watch a movie. Usually the Braxton Hicks Contractions would go away after 2 or 3 hours. They felt like lower back pains, adding some tightening to her pelvic area, which she didn’t felt before. The telephone rang around 9 PM, it was Maria‘s Mom to check on her, like every evening. They talked for a while, but Maria didn‘t said a word about the frequent Braxton Hicks or should she call them contractions already? She went to bed right after the phone call.

 

Maria‘s emerald green eyes slowly opened around 6 AM that morning. She got up and noticed a bigger pressure on her pelvic and some more tightening in her pelvic area. She ignored it, but subconsciously checked the time with each new tightening. Hours passed and Maria was sure, that she was in labor, although it wasn‘t painful yet. The day passed and it was 9 PM again when her Mom called again. The call lasted around 1 hour and Maria felt 4 contractions during it. They were lasting nearly 45 seconds but the pain was bearable. Only the pressure on her pelvic area seemed to get worse each time.

The blonde mother-to-be didn‘t know if she could sleep or not, but she tried her best and somehow she managed to sleep for several hours. Never in her wildest dreams she would‘ve imagined what would be happening to her.

 

Maria was now 11 days overdue when she woke up after a still pretty comfortable night. She noticed something like a sticky, jelly-like pink mucus when she finished her morning toilet. According to all the books she had read, this must’ve been the mucus plug. Her cervix seemed to be dilating.

 

Birth was near!

 

After a short breakfast, she noticed a change in her contractions. They were still regular, about 10 minutes apart but they were lasting longer.

„Walking can help to speed up labor!“ She remembered that sentence and wanted to give it a try, after she was in early labor for around 30 hours now. The mother-to-be knew which effect walking could cause, but she didn’t care. This was her birth, in her way! She did as she had planned and walked around inside the house. 1 hour, 3 hours, 5 hours. Once she hit the 3 hours mark, she slowly started breathing through the contractions every time.

„Hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo…“

It felt like the baby would fall out of her immediately, once she would give her first push. The clock showed 6 PM, when she was leaning against the couch to breath. There were still around 6 minutes between the contractions and she moved her hips during them. Breathing deep, the laboring girl walked up the stairs, to her room on the 2nd floor, to prepare the birthplace inside her room. Afterwards she walked back down again. Holding her big round belly, she repeated it and walked the stairs up and down several times. Once she finished her tour, she walked to the couch and sat down, awaiting her Mom‘s call. The latest contraction was over, just in time for the phone to ring.

She tried her best to sound normal, even though, she was having a 1 minute long contraction every 4 minutes. Luckily the phone call didn‘t last very long this time, only around 15 minutes, but she managed to end it before the next painful contraction began.

„Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! Hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… hee hee hoo… Ok, now it‘s getting painful now!“

She was pretty sure, that she couldn‘t sleep anymore tonight, so Maria decided to rest on the couch and work through her contractions.

It was exactly 3 AM when Maria clutched her belly with both hands and groaned loud while her emerald green eyes went wide. Her belly contracted violently and got rock hard for nearly 2 minutes. As soon as it was over, she leaned back and took a deep breathe but in the same second, another contraction run through her and peaked again and again. The pressure inside her pelvic intensified and all Maria could do, was clutching her belly and scream in pain.

„Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

Maria, the mother-to-be didn‘t exactly knew how much time had passed, when the next contraction peaked. She pushed her head back into the couch and screamed with mouth agape, but all that‘s left was a silent scream. The contraction lasted endless and Maria was in shock. How could she have an endless contraction? She forced herself to stand up and as soon as she stood, water erupted from her.

„Oh God!“

She knew what it meant, it was time now. With the next one, she supports herself on the bookshelf and panted, but her body gave it‘s first push on its own. Forcing her feet to move, she slowly waddled towards the stairs, but the next pain made her stop again.

„Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!“

She knew it was wrong, but she sank into a deep squat to deal with the pain and the pressure. The contractions were still coming relentless, without any breaks. She had never read about such a long transition stage. Between some contractions, she somehow managed to turn around and to sit down on the stairs. The clock showed exactly 5 AM, when Maria threw her head back, pressed her hands against the sides of her rock hard belly and screamed.

„Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!“

The pain released and Maria was left panting.

Tears were in her emerald green eyes and she rubbed over her belly. This must’ve been the start signal. She stayed sitting on the stairs to calm down and to prepare herself mentally. „I wonder if I really can do this on my own? Of course I can! Women used to do it alone all the time! Come on Maria, you can do this!“

There was some sort of burning inside her, probably the baby, trying to move through the cervix. Once the next contraction started, she grabbed the banister with one hand and pushed, to mover her baby into the birth canal.

„Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

Her contractions were around 90 seconds long, coming every 4 minutes. 5 contractions later, it felt like something shifted inside her. The baby‘s head finally passed through the cervix. She reached down and could feel a nice bulge in her vagina. Time to get to her bedroom. Pulling herself up into a standing position again, she groaned at the sudden downward pressure, but yet, she forced her legs to walk the stairs. 40 minutes later, she stood inside her door frame, screaming in pain while a much stronger contraction run through her body.

„Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!“

Her body obviously wanted the baby out.

Maria waddled to her desk, took her Pyjama pants off and squat down for the next birthpain. She pushed really hard.

„Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

She was either hallucinating or her baby was really moving forward. She continued pushing with each new pain until she was forced to stop because of a horrible burning sensation inside her vagina. Her baby must‘ve started crowning. And even if she couldn’t see it, her vaginal were pulled into a fat almond shape already. Panting through the latest pain, she wanted to push hard again on the next one, but it turned into a scream instead of a push.

„Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Oh God, it burns so bad! Oooowwwwww it burns! I can’t push! Aaaaaaahhhhh I can’t push further aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!“

She reached down, placing one hand on her still clothed vagina, while panting through several contractions. Somehow the burning went away and her vaginal lips were now pulled into a small circle. Growling with the next pain, she tucked her chin against her chest and pushed with all she had.

The baby wanted out.

„Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Hoo hoo hoo… Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

The baby moved forward, closer to a full crown and pressed against her panties. Somehow she didn‘t want to take he panties off yet, first she wanted the head out.

„Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo… Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Nnnnnnnnnnngggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

She noticed her panties becoming tighter, the head really seemed to move outwards into her panties, exactly how she wanted it. Maria was also pretty happy and proud to be in control of her first birth. She leaned forward a bit and re positioned herself until the next contraction began. Pushing felt a bit useless, ‚cause her panties held the baby in place for a while, so she tried her best to breath the whole time. Panting like a fool, she managed to ignore several contractions and now she was ready to deliver her baby. Her poor vagina had to deal with that big head the whole time. The contraction build up, Maria took a few deep breaths until it would reach it‘s peak, and once it was time, she bore down like never before.

„Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

Suddenly her body took control. She trembled violently and lost balance because of that and fell backwards onto her back. Clutching her belly, the blonde mother-to-be felt how much it was tightening while trashing her head from side to side. Within one big contraction, the head moved out equally. Forehead, eyebrows and eyes, nose, lips and finally the chin. The pressure and the pain released her and she seemed to relax a bit.

Reaching down with both hands, she touched the head of the baby. Taking off her overstretched panties and checking for a cord, she prepared herself for the next step. She would like to move onto the bed but her body thought that the floor would be perfect, because pressure started to build again. Grabbing her legs behind her knees, she pulled them back and grunted with the new pain. The peak grew closer and soon it was time to push again.

„Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

It felt like an Eternity until that contraction would stop and Maria didn‘t know what to do, when she couldn‘t push anymore, except screaming in pain. Another contraction, another agonizing push. 5 contractions later, she simply kept screaming. No matter how hard she pushed, her baby wouldn‘t budge.

„Oh God. It’s not moving! The baby, the shoulders… aaaaaaarrrrggghhhh… the shoulders must be stuck… OK, stay calm… what did the book say? Stop pushing and oooooooooowwwwwwwwwwww…. Don’t push, don’t push… just don’t puuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuush aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!“

Maria managed not to push, but she screamed the whole time. Luckily she remembered what to do in such a situation and focused on doing the right thing now, widening her hips, while pushing her legs outwards and up towards her chest. She either panted like a fool or screamed like never before.

Several contractions run though her but nothing changed. In the midst of pain, she changed position. Lifted herself onto her hands and knees, moved her hips from side to side frantically to get the baby unstuck. This was not how she had planned it. Several contractions later, Maria screamed from the top of her lungs. Her body went into an overdrive state and pushed non-stop.

„Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

Subconsciously she started counting the contractions.

8 Times.

8 Contractions until the sheer pain returned. Her vaginal lips were pulled open again and the shoulder began to emerge. Lowering her bottom to the floor, she pushed with her body.

„Nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

The baby was finally moving again and now both shoulders were stretching her vagina lips far beyond their limits. Scratching her finger nails over the floor, she continued pushing and panting. Her view started to get blurry and she thought she would pass out any second, but she didn‘t. She sat up straight, pushed with both hands on her belly and screamed even louder

„Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!“

There it was, the final movement.

The baby‘s arms slipped free and with it, it slipped completely out, followed by another gush of water.

That one almost unexpected movement made the blonde shaking wildly and caused her to fall backwards into a short unconsciousness.

 

 

Maria didn‘t know how long she was gone, but when she woke up, she was laying on the floor, with a crying baby between her legs. She called an ambulance to get her baby and herself checked.

She was told, that her baby had 12 pounds.

She didn‘t hurt herself during the birth, that she wasn‘t supposed to have.

Maria knew, she would do it again, at anytime.

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